I hate you right now. I know I shouldn't say that but I have never been so mad at you in my 27 years. How could you do this? How could you let this happen? WHY would you let something like this happen. I know "life isn't fair" but this is cruel.
You didn't give me any time with her. You put her here, gave her a hard life and then took her from me. How is the godly? How can someone so loving be so mean. I don't care if it's your plan. How can you take someone so beautiful. So kind. So loyal. So smart. Someone with a new baby. How and why.
And yet tomorrow you expect me to stand up and say goodbye to her. How can you expect me to look into her beautiful face when you let something so tragic happen to her. How am I supposed to make it through the next 48 hours? I've been told you never give us more than we can handle. I can't handle this. How can you ask someone to do this, to move on from this?
You'll never be able to answer me will you.